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When it starts bleeding [Sep. 23rd, 2010|12:43 am]
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Have you realized something? I can never be like her.
P/s: Not referring to Felicia, it's just a random picture.

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Exactly. [Jun. 19th, 2010|12:32 am]
From Em's tumblr,

"I’m the type of girl who will fall for a guy she barely knows. Who will listen to a love song and see his face. Who will look for him wherever she goes. I’m the type of girl who doesn’t get over things easily. Who will beat herself up when someone doesn’t love her back. Who will cry herself to sleep cause she feels she’s not good enough. But I’m also the type of girl who’s strong. Who can cry her eyes out, then forbid them to come back the next morning. Who will blast some old pop song and sing at the top of her lungs because she feels like it. Who will be no one but herself."

But maybe not the last few lines.
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(no subject) [Jun. 11th, 2010|01:39 am]

Saw this on Jh's blog.

I Hate My Mother

My mom had only one eye. I hated her...she was such an embarrassment. She cooked for students and teachers to support the family. There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to say hello to me. I was so embarrassed. How could she do this to me? I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out.

The next day at school one of my classmates said, "EEE, your mom only has one eye!" I wanted to bury myself. I also wanted my mom to just disappear. So I confronted her that day and said, "If you're only gonna make me a laughing stock, why don't you just die?!!!"

My mom did not respond...

I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because was full of anger. I was oblivious to her feelings. I wanted out of that house, and have nothing to do with her. So I studied real hard, got a chance to go to Singapore to study. Then, I got married. I bought a house of my own, I had kids of my own. I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts.

Then one day, my mom came to visit me. She hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet her grandchildren. When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and I yelled at her for coming over uninvited. I screamed at her, "How dare you come to my house and scare my children!"

"Get out of here! Now!!!"

And to this, my mother quietly answered, "Oh, I'm so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address," and she disappeared out of sight.

One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house in Singapore. So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip. After that reunion, I went to the old shack which my childhood home just out of curiosity. My neighbours said that she has passed away.

I did not shed a single tear.

They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have:

My dearest son,

I think of you all the time. I'm sorry that I came to Singapore and scared your children. I was so glad when I heard you are coming for the reunion.

But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you.

I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing up.

You see...when you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye.

As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you having to grow up with one eye.

So I gave you mine.

I was so proud of my son who was seeing a while whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye.

With my love to you.
Your mother


And i started tearing.
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Knowing that you're in school, I'm at home and we're just a few mins away makes me feel safe. [Jun. 9th, 2010|03:27 pm]
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We were at the two ends of that bench, not middle.
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(no subject) [Jun. 2nd, 2010|01:51 am]
Forgive, and forget.
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Inconsolable [Apr. 25th, 2010|11:35 pm]
I try to sleep,
but the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
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This feeling's taking control of me [Apr. 16th, 2010|08:59 pm]
I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here


Exactly what I'm feeling right now..
It's my heart that you're talking about.
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(no subject) [Apr. 2nd, 2010|12:38 am]
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Totally.
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Twitter: [Apr. 1st, 2010|11:25 pm]
[Current Mood |depresseddepressed]

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Loving private posts.
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